Heroin has been a huge part of my life for years and I hate it. No, I myself do not use the drug nor will I ever. I've seen friends and family suffer immensely because of it. It seems as if they would rather live miserably than go that 1 day without getting high. I've watched friends get clean just to get right back on it again. I've done all I can to be there for them, friends and family, but I am at the point that where I realized there is absolutely nothing left I can do. The user alone is the only person who has the power to make that decision to get better and to rid it from their lives. It takes a hell of a will power and strength that is unbeatable to get yourself off a drug like this. I used to stay up all night wondering if my friends/family member is okay, if they're still breathing, if they're in jail. I used to check on them at night to make sure they were still breathing in their sleep. I am at the point where I have no strength left. I am leaving it up to them and up to God. I only hope that they all realize their lives are more important than a temporary high, that there is so much life to experience sober. I know it feels shitty now but one day you'll look back and wish you never wasted these years. Only you can control what goes on in your life. You have so much more life to live. Please don't continue to waste it. I love you all.
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